i think im crushin' on a guy

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 5:35 PM
oh myyy.. i think im in love!joking! hahaha! how fun ! you have officially been punk'd haha
nooooo dont go away ... i din mean it... serious.. i just wanted you to read my boring ol' posts.... please.. do stay alright?
YAY !!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!
btw the title was just for grabbing your attention. i mean like you guys wont read if its titled something like..
i went shopping today .
or
it was a fun day
or
i wet my pants altho im currently at the ripe old age of 14 which is considered ripe and old for a pants-wetter.
okae mayb that will attract attention ...
ah well .. ignoring that .
i wish i had enough money to go on a blog shop spree. i suddenly have a huge interest in taiwan imported clothes. haha. actually im sposed to be studying for a test but.. unfortunately. i dont feel like it.
and i was chided by mrs koh today .. about how thin my file was blahblahblah . and im a bimbo according to her. *sniggers* altho i think its funny now but i was so mad and super duper angry just now that tears suddenly came down . so embarrassing i tell you. i just couldnt stop the tears ... not that im brooding about it infact ive chucked the whole memory into the trash and im never EVER going to dig it up again after this post.
i just realised that when im happy , i laugh until i cry
when im mad i somehow the tears just automatically come altho im not feeling guilty or anything. (as proven by the example above)
aiya see la.. i think i need to try to control my emotions.. very paiseh leh . cry in front of her when it wasnt even a super bad scolding or what. mayb i need to think less cuz thinking about sad stuff makes me cry...
whatever. all that is history.
now back to the future.
we had to perform our groups jingle in front of music class. me and serene did an intro which was the britney spears and astronaut guy.
" Britney ,there's something i want you to have."
"Oh , its beautiful! but i thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean "
"well baby, i went down and got it for you ."
haha. and i was britney:DDDD right.........
but apparently i stoned when the music played and we had to do it a few times before we got it right haha,. which wasnt a very good performance tho. but its okae.
gotta go hahas. i promised myself that i would start studying at 6 but i havent even bathed yet and its 5.54 alright. see you !